There's nothing more liberating than the ability to create your own stuff. Code is really an actualization of your own imagination by computers. It can be a frustrating process at first, but programming can be one of the most intellectually stimulating, extremely creative problem-solving things you can do. I have caught myself skipping lunch sometime without even knowing it in my wild hunt for a missing semicolon in a haystack of code.
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